Wow...I just found your blog today. (I'm JustJodi from the board) I related so much to everything you said on that thread yesterday and the day before. You and I are living the same existence.Anyways, I've been reading...but I have to say that this is the most beautiful sentiment I've ever heard. My husband was very warm and loving but not much with words. You are very lucky to have that to hold on to. Cherish it. It's very precious.